it's been quite awhile since i last blogged, so i've decided to blog sth now!(:

hmmm next week is my 21st birthday party, and the following, i'll really turn 21 le..
feels kind of scary, and liberating i guess.
scary cos once i'm officially adult, there's rly no law or anything that can protect me in any way, can't think of any now><
i'll really be responsible for my own actions and though my frens and family will still be there, i would not be able to rely on them as much):
well, maybe frens still can rely((:
haha liberating as in, i can go into casinos without anyone stopping me? xP
not that i have much interest in themxP
i dun think i'd dare to watch any R21 gore or horror movies and for sexual content, haha i'm a woman, wad's there to see? xPP
hmmm actually, i'm really glad that i am gna hold these parties cos otherwise, this birthday would have felt like any other)):
i hated birthdays that are spent alone, or spent not with the pple you care about.
so i guess this birthday will be my most blessed birthday in years to come? ((:
and sigh.. it'll be my last birthday spent with dear before he flies off for 4years..
i should really be born in july then it's always pretty near sch hols no matter your age/school/country haha.
butbut!
it's not really the birthday la, most imptly, it's the time spent tgt.
if not for these wonderful times spent tgt, i wouldn't be able to make it through the other times><

ohh that time that i posted abt my cousin's breakup?
apparently, the guy was interested in another girl from his church..
and he gave the stupid excuse of clashing personalities.
like wadthehell. please say that after YEARS of relationship..
okay maybe i shouldn't say that cos he may be trying his hardest to make it work..
i hope the situation is not wad i fear it might be..
cos i wanna believe in my cousin><
i dun want things to turn out that way..

zzz my junior, also just got dumped by her 6-years boyfriend, who left her for another girl.
seriously.. all these shit nowadays..
make me start to worry a little..
but i gta believe in dear(:

had dinner with ttj, huric and dear yesterday night after pilates.
it was pleasant, guess i was abit worried abt how the guys will act in front of each other haha.
yay!! birthday party in FOUR DAYS!!!